Just tons of Lovin'

So... I'm in love.

It's been official for a couple months now I think. But really, I am in love and I have never EVER been more sure of it.

Am I going to tell you what I am in love with? Hah, no. Why would I do something like that? Thats silly.

Just kidding. I will tell you. 

Why would I blog about 

my love if

 I wasn't

going

to tell

you?

Ok. Here it is. 

I am in love with the

Party Rock Anthem

song by LMFAO.

I think now that I have admitted it, its a more serious love we have going on. It is an extreme love nonetheless. I really don't know if you understand how much I love this song. Ask my roommates. I really will FREAK OUT when I hear it. I don't care where I am, I will bust out into song and dance. It's probably super entertaining to those around me. But I just can't help it. It makes me happy. Nah, happy doesn't even do this justice. Maybe one of these? 

Ecstatic.

Jubilant.

On Cloud Nine.

Euphoric.

Exhilarted.

Yes. All of those. Combined. At the same time. 

It might be safe to say I'm obsessed with this song. I know right, you're probably thinking - 

"First Harry Potter, then polka dots. How many obsessions can this girl really have??"

Answer: More than you think...

Anyway, here is the evidence to back this obsession up.  

First - I could listen to Party Rock over and over and not get sick of it. I won't surprise you to hear that it is on my top 25 Most Played playlist on my iTunes...

Second - THIS

music video is the BEST video ever made. How many times have I seen it? Oh, at least over 1000. I love everything about it. Especially the dancing. Which brings me to my next point of evidence. 

Third - I love this music video so much that I learned the dance starting at 3:40 and going to 4:11. 

Yea, don't worry about it. I'm legit. 

Fourth - 

Are there even words to describe this picture?

Fifth - I am in the process of acquiring these: 

I may make them myself...

Sixth - This will indeed by my house. I will determine whether a man has dating/marriage potential if he a the ability to replicate this magnificent visual stimulation. 

Amazing right?

I was freakin out the whole time

I was watching this.

Seventh - I plan to attend this. I wish it was now. The anticipation is killing me. 

Alright. Can you even fathom the amount of adoration and idolization I have for this song? I hope so. 

I really do love this song. Is it my favorite? Um yea. One of them at least.  

I have internalized and plan to exemplify what it means to 

Shuffle Every Day

First and for most:

This took me forever. So good luck.
And no, I will not tell you. 

So it has been a while since I've done this. I guess there is a myriad of reasons as to why I'm failing [at life]. And I know the reason "I have been busy" is so lame and really explains nothing. So I will further this "Busy-ness" with reasons. 

Reason Numbah 1 - 

This past week as been the week has been the week from.... yea. It was midterms week at BYU, so thus, I spent the week in the library. Why? That is a really good question. It's probably because:

• I get nothing done when I'm in my apartment. My roommates are adorable and I love them, but they are just to distracting, same goes for my whole apartment complex. Soo... the library and I have gotten to be real good friends. 
• When in the library, it is a prime place to creep and creep some more on other students, particularly really good looking [male] ones. It's a plus. 

Anyway, yea. midterms ended. I did fine. Nothing note-worthy to report, but also so failures either. So thats good news I suppose.... Yay school. NOT. 

Reason Numbah 2 - 

When not at school, I'm at work. End of Story. 

Reason Numbah 3 - 

I get distracted by many many things. Like this: 

Or by Facebook. Its a plague. Really though, it is. 

Or by boys. (hehehe)

Or by Pinterest. Yup, I caved and started. Well technically not yet, but I plan to the second I finish this post. Ironic - maybe. Here are a few greats from Pinterest:

I will be proposed to like this.

Reason Numbah 4 - 
My life really hasn't been that exciting. So I haven't felt like it needed to be documented.


Alright, you get the point. All justifications for procrastination of posting a post. Whatevaaaa. Hate on Haters.
Oh, but I do get to go to every home football game. Its great. I sit with great people. Not to mention, I get to cheer on my Cougars and be happy and excited. AND - I went on a date with one of the BYU [male] cheerleaders. So I get to watch him cheer and be all happy and excited. (But, at the same time I get sorta sad because it makes me miss cheering. So I may or may not be trying to change my life plans so I can try out for cheer again in the spring... )
Ok that was a tangent, but the point was that at this past game on Saturday against Idaho State (We won - 56-3, sorry Bengals, you just weren't good. At all.) On our way to the game we saw this dude:

He's freakin got the Angel Moroni on his cute little 'Y' construction hate.

And for those of you who don't know, The Angel Moroni Statue is on top of every single one (or almost every one) of the Latter-Day Saint Temples. See here for more information or breath-takingly beautiful pictures.







Ok. Thats all I have for you now. Halloween is in a week or so. I'm STOKED. So ready dress up in my costume [pictures to come] and to go around tricking and treating and dancing and partying.

A little sneak preview to what is to come:

HAPPY GAGAWEEN

P.S. WATCH THIS. NOW. 

Yea. I'm procrastination studying for my mid-term by blogging. What are you gonna do about it?

Once again, I had a "Not-So-Good" day the other day. Seems like those are kinda a re-occurrence for me... Good thing I have great pick-me-ups. Like this:

WHERE DO I GET THIS APP?!?

And this website. CLICK HERE IF YOU WANT TO BE ENTERTAINED

[This is a tumblr (I still to this day don't really know what the

heck a tumblr is or what makes it different from blogging...) of a really 

good friend of mine. Basically, he's me in guy form. 

Or I'm him in girl form. 

Don't make it awkward.] 

And then on top of all this really funny things that make me laugh, I'm a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, and I'm proud of it. It makes everything in my life so much easier.  If you have any questions regarding my church, Mormons, or anything else - feel free to ask me or check this website out. 

But to get an idea of the wonderful lessons I learn from

my church leaders, please enjoy this clip. :)

I just love you. 

Random Updates

So I really am just doing this post because one of the pictures on this post is being wanted by my roommate so SHE can blog about it (selfish right?). Hehe just kidding - I love you (you know who you are.)

Anywho. I've been busy to say the least. Working my little buns off. But, on bright side is, I am now making money to buy things of my choosing that are not needed. AKA - things that I WANT. So, you could say I'm stoked. (I really need a new phone and some new boots..)

Oh, and FYI - this is about to be the most random post ever. Just be aware, and don't even worry about trying to follow my train of thought - nearly will be impossibly.

 Still as obsessed with polka dots as ever. These are indeed my tissues that I use. :D

(Oh and don't worry, I did take this picture while I was studying for a test.. Ask me if I got a 96% on it. Go ahead, ask me.)
                          Yes, I did. Thanks for asking! 







Alright, among other busy things in my life - I am taking a cooking class. Legit. It basically is a 3 hour lab where myself and 21 other students just bake really yummy food. It's amazing. And honestly, kinda stressful. But totally worth it. If you wanna see all the amazing food we cook, go here. But here is just a taste (hehe - irony) of what we make:

Thats our cooking class. And yes, that is my best friend. We are in cooking together. Precious, I know. But I would like to draw your attention to the food on that cart.


Home-made Fried Chicken and Pumpkin Bowknots to name a few.











And yes, we did contribute to this lovely meal by cooking this delicious pie. It is called (prepare yourself) - Black Bottomed Cream Cheese Cherry Pie. Yea. We mean business.

Note: My Apron. [is. polka. dotted.]

I do however wish it was Raspberry instead of Cherry. I have never ever been a fan of Cherries. Especially the maraschino ones that are all covered in the nasty syrup. It was still good, but would have been better if it was raspberry filling and such. :D

Uh... few other things I've been doing besides school and work:

Went to the circus. Decided I am going to run away and be one of the elephant riders.

Going to BYU Football games with my girls and cheering on my Cougars. Last game we made
it onto the Jumbo-Tron 3 (THREE) times!! Literally, my dreams came
true. I was so happy.

 

He is my littlest brother. I just love him so much. And with my family living so close to me now, I have the chance to go to his football games [ he is the starting quarterback -NBD] and cheer him on. As you can see in the picture, things get a little dirty when he's playing. 

 **Shout out to Spencer - my other brother - he's way to busy for me to see him and my work schedule has not allowed me to see him playing in his lacrosse games yet. But, I equally love him just as much as Cameron. They make my days brighter.




I guess the only way I can end such a random post is with my love for all my friends and especially my family. And I might as well throw life in there too. I'm just in love.

Keep truckin it through life - it's totally worth it. And keep your friends close, and make new friends. You can never have too many friends.

"Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled." 

T-Swizzle: You Should be Sorry and You do Not Belong with Me

It has been one of those weeks people. Really though, I feel like Taylor Swift. My life this week has been full of inspirations for hate-filled "I never want to see your face again" songs.

**Disclaimer: if you are hoping this post is going to be about Taylor Swift in all her glory and awesomeness, you are sorely mistaken and I would advise you to stop reading now.

But you don't have to stop.

Actually, keep reading. 

Just know, I'm about to rant.

Don't say you haven't been warned. 

So you know where I'm at right now... 

Like I said, it has been one of those weeks. The weeks where you can't seem to get away from the idiots of the world. And the worst part is, I actually cared and then let their idiocy get to me. And then, I crashed and burned. If you haven't been there, just trust me when I say it hurts.  So really, bravo douche bags. You win this round. Are you satisfied? 

I'm displeased with the state of men in my life right now. 

Hence, why I've gotten to this point: 

*If you have never see these ecards before, you need to go here. Really, it will probably be the best hour[or more] of your life spent on the internet (excluding Facebook.) 

I'm not a cruel person. But when you don't deserve to be treated a certain way, then sometimes it just happens that you tend to dislike someone a little bit more. Wouldn't you agree? Do not doubt that I am not serious. If there was jerk that messed me up enough, I probably would drink their water if they were in a burning hell-like fire. Does that make me cruel? Not at all. They deserved it. They messed with my heart, so they got its wrath. 

And I'm not gonna give details because thats not fair to the other parties involved. I just had it up to HERE (imagine me with my hand held above my head to the fullest extent possible) and I cannot handle the douche bags and the tools anymore. I would like to challenge any guy who reads this to ponder this and then tell their dude friends to ponder it as well. This question needs to be answered. 

There is always room for improvement gents. And lets make it happen sooner rather than later. I'm not about to wait around for Prince Charming to show up. I'm gonna get out there and fight some battles. That just means Charming better be out there fighting some too. I really don't want a guy I can beat in battle. Thats just awkward. 

But don't get me wrong, I'd be ok if this happened. As long as he was Ryan Reynolds status. Not like I'm setting a bar or anything.. 

In conclusion, I do not need a man to make me happy [yet]. In fact, I think I may even be better off without one. 

"I'm Only Me when I'm [NOT] with you."

Hungry

But not in the way you think.

I don't know what it is, but lately I've been really hungry.

Baby hungry that is. 

My roommate put it best: "You know those days you just really want a sexy husband and a really cute baby, thats me right now."

No but really though. I really do want a sexy husband and a cute baby. I don't just have those days every once in a while. Oh no no no. Nearly everyday, I have the urge to have a baby [and a sexy husband]. Especially when I see one [baby that is]. You know the real cute ones at the mall, or in Wal*Mart? Yea, I about die when I see one. 

Like today. O M G, I went to Zupas with my parents for lunch. ( First off, Zupas is delicious. Secondly, yes I did have my parents come down to Provo to treat me to lunch). But there was a cute little girl wearing Toms. She couldn't have been older than 3, and she had these on. 

I know. Precious. She was adorable. And in these, even more adorable. I wanted to die. 

The reason this post is making its appearance now (note: I don't even have boyfriend, so why would I be thinking about babies. Right? Wrong. I think about babies A LOT) 

Ok really, listen to this. My roommates and I went to the mall today and my want for a baby became even more apparent. I wanted to buy about every baby outfit that I saw. And then I saw this one, and decided that even though I am no where near the baby making/having stage, I wanted my baby [girl] to be wearing this:

Like really?

So anyway, to sum up. I want a baby. And I don't want this to be creepy or weird. But I really do want a baby. 

Or maybe its, I just want a baby to dress up in cute little polka dot outfits. 

Either way, this baby hunger this is serious business. 

Thoughts for Life

This goes along with my 'happy' post. 

Fitting right?

However, there is a caveat to this. Even though we can be happy and everything, there are some tough things life throws at us. Tons of pain and suffering, unfair trials and tribulations. And then sometimes, it just seems like there is no way to overcome the challenge ahead of you. You just want to give up. I know I've been there.
When you are down in the dumps, just remember this:

God will make a way, when there is no way. 

There is always hope. 

So technically, the chance to be happy is always there. Even in the darkest of times.